Saturday, March 20, 2010
a pile of emotions
today was the first time i stepped into a nail parlour. i felt like i was in a different world. although wearing my usual shorts and a black skull printed all over long top (i know, it's so wrong) i felt girl. i felt as if i was wearing pink with lace and frills. bows and pearls and feathers together. (although the whole combo feels wrong too if really worn laughs*)
i never bothered with anything such as these because i was molded from an environment that slapped me to my face that no matter what i did. i would never be pretty. never be up to par. so why bother? but the place took me by a 180 degree turn. i was ready to fork out money so i can feel how does it feel being pampered. it's scary really. i guess underneath all the "guy" i am on the outside i really can't run away from the fact that i'm a girl on the inside ...sometimes...
well-_- not going back to that place until i earn that kind of cash! although i think for such long services (up to 90 minutes!) i think the price was alright. i was actually pitying the mani/pedi-curist? can't imagine pampering someone's feet for 90 minutes. maybe i should find a guinea pig to see how it feels. one that doesn't mind that once i get bored, i tickle or pinch the soles hahahaha :D lotion fight!
わたしの だいすきな アイスクリーム !!!
i have been controlling my sugar intake lately and it has been *one word* sad....so it's true. sugar makes you happier. *buries face into pillow* the never ending vicious cycle of eating sugar = being happy and being fat = being sad. ahh..girls-_-!! *buries face into pillow again*
our first!
FAIL.
damn fail. hahahaha :D super fail.
とにかく, ほんとうにありがとう.
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ms.bulat emo-emo at 00:43
