Monday, March 08, 2010
because girls are girls
today i was a bit sad.not angry just sad. this bitbit sad.
sad at myself.
sad at how i let myself lose control of my own thoughts.
i thought i buried them back, way deep long time ago.
not wanting to take them out again.
today i let it slipped and everything felt so off course.
maybe i thought too much. maybe i din't.
but the whole thing feels so fragile sometimes.
like anytime it's gonna break.
and the fact that he mentions he doesn't mind if it breaks makes me think twice bout myself.
the fact that sometimes he says everything so bluntly makes me recall the last time he said the sentence that scared me in the first place.
i believe and i trust. but there is as much as i can pour onto it.
i still think i better hold on to my UHU glue.
..you know for a brief moment i feel like i'm a 14 year old-_- young and lost (erm..you don't have to get what i meant..ahaha-_-)
ms.bulat emo-emo at 19:54
